It's going to be a whirlwind of a trip. One we've been wanted to go on for a very long time.
This trip will be the first time Dave or myself have witnessed an orphanage. We probably won't get to see any of the other children there, but we are bringing them 125 Hannah Hopes beanie babies. I pray that those children can be blessed by God's love!
We are prepared for a lot of emotions this week. Little Z does not know we exist, he doesn't know what a mom or dad is or even that soon his life is going to change. He may be very scared when we meet him. He may reject us at first. He may love us and cling to us. He won't understand that we will be leaving him on Friday to then come again in 4-6 months to bring him home. We are prepared for the emotions that could come with this trip.
We are bringing him a blanket that we will leave with him. It has been in our bed for months so that he can begin to recognize our scent. I will also be wearing a mild perfume so he can associate that smell with him mommy. Then I will wear the same perfume when we pick him up. This will hopefully help him remember me. It may not, but it can't hurt.
We will be able to start accessing his needs. We are unsure whether he is fully blind or fully deaf. We don't know if he is sick, we don't know anything more than a few paper write ups about him. We soon will, and we soon will be able to start preparing our home to meet his needs.
I probably won't blog until we get back. Please continue to pray for us as we travel this coming week. Please especially pray that the Lord prepares Z's heart for the big changes that are coming.
WE ARE COMING TO SEE YOU LITTLE GUY!!! Only a few more days!!